C for casual

never get enough of one!

(images courtesy of  cottonink)

♥

-Michelly Ramli

thou shall be mine.

my beloved msa girls <3

(josie,febe,mikha,hasianti,me)

1st row: troy,mikha,anti,carol,ariel

2nd row: me,josie,febe

Got a time to snap some by febe's fuji instax mini. Lord, please get me one as part of the Christmas gifts. Oh i am so ready for xmas :)) who's not?

♥,

-Michelly Ramli

One Wonder

One song inspires my soul-challenging week by Newsong. Thanks to my beloved pretty buddy to introduce me. Although it says “it’s a marriage song” well, I don’t think so. For my case, it is way another scene of life. Enjoy. 

♥ one who is learning to trust others,

-Michelly Ramli

one step at a time

images courtesy of herecomesthesun

"Ask Him to teach you how to love, how to trust, and how to give." 

another midnight post, its saturday already. i still have two classes to attend tomorrow yet i cant resist more but to type. things about life have been unpredictable in both positive and negative ways. God really speaks through many subjects of my life; it can be from my reading assignment or even just a simple email from a friend. Below is part of my revelation.

I cried to myself after I realize all these times, i simply veiled myself just like Orual in “till we have face” by C.S. Lewis.  I closed my heart, I limit myself only to people I really trust back then and now when they are all gone for overseas studies; I have no one. Physically, I am not alone but the soul within me cries for companion. This is nothing to do with my family life, everything is splendid with my family yet there is one missing puzzle of friendship. Closing my heart is the only reasonable answer for why all these times God has not hand me more people whom I can lean on. It is not the matter God does not provide me one but I miss to see the blessings of them. I simply do not want to get hurt by putting my trust on new people. Get disappointed or vice versa, that is insane. I do not want to let that happen but on the same time I disappoint more lovely fellows around me. Insane. Pathetic. I fully agree.

Although people might say God’s answer might never be visible, sometimes it moves by heart or best thing by His words. But this time, in my case, God truly leading me until the ‘starting’ point of the race. I can’t let go of another blessings in my life. No, I do not want to. Period. Thus, this very second I declare I open my heart for new people of my life. The only answer to love and trust them is through Him.  Just like how Orual describes by Mr.Lewis that it is not the matter the gods does not want to show clear way of all the problems but Orual herself hides her face, how can the gods speak to her life?

♥ with a smile of relief,

-Michelly Ramli