I think I will pass out anytime
soon. I think tomorrow will be the day. Oh no Mich, hold on there.
I just realized as of today, I have
been saying that statement since last 2 weeks ago. Well practically right after
Autumn Camp, 4th October 2014. Dari yang
rasanya mata itu capeknya sampe susah banget untuk dibuka pagi-pagi sampe
malem-malem when I enter the lemot zone. Physical wise, these have been the
most energy draining weeks of my life this semester. But you know that it is
when I am at my weakest point, Jesus strengthen me the most.
From internship, workloads, Chinese
class which I nekat to jump to the
advanced class so I can force myself to study faster, to my ministry life. I
just can’t imagine going through all those weeks without Psalm 23 that soothe
my heart so well. How can I actually go through a day filled with 8 hours
working and later church meeting yet I can still absorb the scriptures shared?
How can I be not zhao ji a day before my Chinese exemption test yet I
have to lead small group the night before! How can I survive a day filled with
morning class, written and oral exemption test, class presentation and another
group meeting at night? Let me end it with this: ever since Autumn Camp (check
more about it here) as much as the devils attack me physically but my souls
barely can be touch by them. For those people who are close to me, you guys
should know how fragile I am when it comes to my physical health but hey when I
have enough vitamin intake for my spiritual life, nah I wont pass out.
