The Voice of My Note

I can never leave house without my little memo and a pair of pen and highlighter because there are days worth to note down and one of it is this one: 
Beijing 7PM, 19th April 2015

It's a cloudy day yet thank God no pollution. Its spring already glad to have this orange sky by 7PM. Currently I’m on my bus ride, 110, back home from church. Zhong guan cun area over looking giants company like weibo, qq, sina’s office buildings but in the middle of all I saw a Cross of Haidian Church. Lord, thank you for giving me this very opportunity to live a life in Beijing tanpa kekurangan apapun; very supportive parent and all my IC Beijing family. Lord I am speechless. Everyday you give me present. A gift just like the clip shown today at church. Kadang Elle gak sadar how much gifts God has been giving, Lord. Thank you Jesus for all the blessings even when it comes in disguise.

These past 35 days in Beijing has not been that easy for me. Often I fell, fell and fell. I have not really get up and stand but then I found myself fell again to the ground. But this song just reminds me that for most of the time His blessings do come in disguise. Beijing, I better cherish you before its too late.

'Cause what if your blessings come through raindrops

What if Your healing comes through tears

What if the thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near

What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

(Blessings– Laura Story)

Dearest SG Beiwai Family, Fall 2014