i feel like typing this time.

so here we go, here we go. this post is dedicated for those who bullied me (verbally and physically), blackmailed me, stalked me beyond limit and yet bring me to a better world. Those who called and missed call me with 'private numbers'. Those who texted me saying all those animal talkies. Those who also called me, acting like they really know me and saying ''don't act like this and that" "who do u think u are". Those who wrote my name in 'her' sports shoes saying how much she hates me. Those who consciously push me in the field with no reason and saying ''only that push? she fall? lame." Those who backstabbed me. Those who be part of my life challenges. one thing for sure: im grateful.


if its not because of you, you and you. i wont be in this state. the state where i have different worldview from u guys. how can i say this? because i just flashback the four years ago things and checked some of you guys facebook account. one word: whoa. No big difference, still another on and off with ur guys. on and off with ur own best friends. on and off with everything u do. inconsistent path of life,yes?


anyway, im just so proud of myself able to leave that world. perhaps, at first it was with force from my parent but im pretty much sure its on His plan too :) tomorrow is mystery, i know, but its still our decision about our present life.

tons and tons of  smiley ♥,

-Michelly Ramli